It’s tiring putting in applications at jobs you know your excel in and no call back
It’s tiring that you can’t help your family out
It’s tiring that everyone lies
It’s also embarrassing. How can I be 28 and just need this much help? It’s like…I don’t need to have my mom support me more when it should be the other way around but I just get rejected.
It would be better to blow my head off than have the intention only, and not be able to help especially at this age. It’s not like I spend days and nights tagged salon tanning etc….it’s just….sad I can’t help and I hold onto a dream my art will be an income.
My. Mom and I are only 17 years apart but being useless after applications x3…. At a certain point, it’s time to give